Tuesday, November 23, 2010
If I could go back in timeI'll definitely go to Clementi Town.
Just thinking like, even after 5 years of not really meeting up, 5 years of being in completely different schools, I still really miss Clementi Town. Just looking through photos of friends in CTSS etc makes me wish so hard that I was right there too. Gosh.
Honestly, I'll gladly give up gym and the polkadotted uniform and all the bonding and fun in St Margs just to go to Clementi Town.
CTSS is not just a school my friends are in.
CTSS practically IS my school alr.
No way am I letting the revival die down. No way am I going to not go all out for that school because that school means so much to me.
I'm just thankful that in HOGC, this is where I found my CTSS family again :) Haha i think one reason why I stayed in HOGC is cos half the people in the CG is from CTSS. Just makes me feel at home right on the first day itself.
CTSS, I'm not giving up on you.
The 2nd wave of revival shall continue.
There'll be a 3rd wave of revival coming.
C'mon CTSS.
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:09 AM
Friday, November 05, 2010
Things I've found while packing my room1. The amount of files and books that I have is CRAZY.
2. My Primary 1 recorder.
3. My grandma's super chim chinese bible that i used to use
4. My passport buried among pencilcases. :O
5. A thesaurus
6. The New Testament bible St Johns Chapel gave us in Sec 1
7. Christmas present from Serene (Someone in my previous church) in 2006
8. 5 luggages probably can't fit the amount of clothes I have
9. My books can fill 1.5 big boxes
10. It's going to take me a whole week to properly pack my stuff._.
I give up packing for today, it's time to wash up and prepare for CG(:
Excited for the hangout today, JUSTACIA! :D
Heck if it's fattening alr.
Diet shall start next week hahahahaha. That is, if there's the determination. Pfft.
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:02 AM
Thursday, November 04, 2010
My heart just goes all out to peopleUnproductive, not purposeful, living the rat race, living for the sake of living. :/ C'mon there's a better life out there!
♥our lips must always be sealed
1:10 PM
What my life would have been like without HOGCHaha was just speculating on this thought and really, my life would have been one big giant mess. Thank God for HOGC, for putting my life right and moulding my character and everything.
What I think my life would be like without HOGC this year:
1. I would be in Chinese Dance. Probably having a major crush on the Dance Captain or is together with him or smth.
2. I would be working in The Daily Scoop. And going crazy with everyone there.
3. I would be leading a purposeless, aimless life, doing things because i HAVE to. E.g. Studying, doing assignments
4. I would be having 100x family problems
5. I'll be short of money definitely
6. I would be spending money like crazy
7. I would be eating like crazy
8. I would be sleeping at 10pm and waking up at 630am
9. I would be probably having a crush on some guy now and might be in my 2nd poly relationship. Tsk.
10. I would definitely be used by
that person again and again and feeling super hurt, heartbroken and lonely
11. I would be taking Japanese
Hm yeah.
But i think the one that hit me the most was that I would probably be in my 2nd poly relationship by now. Man. And of course getting hurt by
that person over and over again. Pffft. I definitely would have a crush on my dance captain.
Seriously, I'm so grateful for finding HOGC. That God has found me. Now instead of living that life pictured up there, what I'm doing now is 100x, 10000000x better.
1. My days are packed full with different activities that strive towards the same common purpose of serving God
2. I'm not in a relationship, have not been in a relationship, and will not be in a relationship till I'm 21 years old. And that relationship that I'll have will definitely be a strong, healthy, loving one free from hurt.
3. I'm free from
that person and not thinking about him anymore except to reach out and build his life
4. I'm learning discipline to save money and abstain from temptation
5. I'm forever optimistic, cheerful and excited about life!
6. Relationship with family and parents are doing more than just okay :) Which is so much better than last year when I actually left the house because i got angry.
7. Me, I have an abundant life on earth and an eternal life in heaven. I'm excited. :)
Yeah God makes my life complete :)
So now I'm busy with a purpose and doing so many more things than I've done in my past 16 years of life. In 11 months, i think I've completed half the things done in my entire lifespan. So glad for this. (:
God is so amazing, He picked me out from the billions and brought me to HOGC where I've found my purpose, and my family. Love the love between each and every one of us, love the leaders who never fail to disciple me, love the presence of God thick in the air every single time. Amen!
♥our lips must always be sealed
12:18 AM
Pretty dresses