Love♥

Monday, May 31, 2010

Looking forward to June 22

Because it's the day where I'll say I lost 4kg (hopefully)
And it's the day I hope we can be in contact again.

Can't believe i actually remembered, but February 14 was the last time we talked and he got so pissed. And said he didnt wna talk to me ever again. And so since that day i vowed to wait till June 22 to wish him Happy Birthday.
Can't safely say I don't see him as his new self, i know a part of me always sees him as who he was in primary school. Oh well.
Brenban Lim, stop ignoring me !

Hahaha OKAY, that wasnt meant to be emo i swear.
If it was, it would have sounded 10x more emo.

And thanks Kezia for keeping track: If you were to lose 4kg by 22june, technically you shld have lost 740g by now.
HAHAHAHA (Y)
I have awesome friends.

Chionging WRICOM and PEE and DPL, ttyl people! (:
Sleeping at 1am is so normal now.

Gna eat apples to stay awake instead of subway cookies from tmr onwards.

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:58 PM

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Okay fruit diet

DIE DIE MUST FOLLOW. D:<

♥our lips must always be sealed

2:49 PM

I need clothes.

Which girl doesnt?
So sick of my stuff now ):
I NEED NEW CLOTHES!

And ugh ugh ugh, i swear i have to stop eating so much.
So annoying.
Okay, heavy lunch, no dinner for me tonight then.
4KG BY JUNE 22.
Go RL!

♥our lips must always be sealed

1:37 PM

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT

OMG FIRST DAY OF LIQUID DIET FAIL ALR.
#1 SUBWAY COOKIE
#2 FISH AND CHIPS.

Kezia, thanks for knowing me so well.

OMG.
SHIT.
MUST LOSE 4KG BY END OF JUNE ZOMG!

Okay diet definitely has to start tmr.

♥our lips must always be sealed

2:18 PM

Monday, May 24, 2010

This shows Rey Lyn's sadness at being fat

Okay, liquid diet starts tomorrow.

Nothing except water/fruit juice/ice milo.

Because I'll die on a fruit diet, and i dont trust protein diets. Hahahah.

Shit.

I think I have OCD with losing weight. Or maybe anorexia :D LOL. Right. -.-

Lose 4 kg by end of June! I can do it i can do it i can do it!

Pros of going on a liquid diet:

1. Lose weight fast!

2. Dude partner can carry me w/o feeling that paiseh and him so tired (LOL)

3. I get to wear my other clothes!

4. I'll probably pee a lot. LOL.

Cons of going on a liquid diet:

1. Hungry maybe?

2. Wl later i feel bad for eating food how. zomg.

3. This feels so anorexia.

4. What if not eating for a few days and then eating again = 10x weight gain! :O SHIT.

In other words, RL is anorexic-.-

HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay whatever.

Liquid diet for the rest of this week hopefully.

And here's hoping i see my fats being burnt. Pffft.

Wanted to go for dance early this wed, then rmb i have WRICOM test till 530. ): There goes my free time for training double and re-doing my gym routines etc. Haiyo. There's still the next wednesday, but it feels so long away.

CAN'T WAIT FOR ASIA CONFERENCE THIS FRI AND SUNDAY

CAN'T WAIF FOR PST STEVE MUNSEY'S SERVICE THIS SATURDAY

CAN'T WAIF FOR THE FLEA MARKET / FASHIONG COMPETITION THIS SATURDAY

ZOMG.

HOGC is so exciting!

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:28 PM

Saturday, May 22, 2010

UGH I HATE THIS FEELING

The feeling of total depression and as if your whole world is collapsing any moment. Like that really heavy heart and feeling like you can never do anything right. That feeling of laziness and procrastination even though you know you have freaking tonnes of homework to be completed. That feeling of complacency and giving up on every single thing.
UGH.
I hate this feeling.
It keeps coming to me nowadays.
TWICE IN A WEEK IS A LITTLE TOO MUCH YOU KNOW.
UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH.

It hasnt came since idk, like, 4 months ago?!
AND NOW WHEN IT COMES IT HITS ME FULL FORCE, TWICE IN A WEEK. WHAT RUBBISH IS THIS.

Dear God,
I pray for strength God.
I pray for me not to lose faith.
I pray for me to keep pressing on and running to the end.
I pray for me to stop giving up so easily.
I pray for me to have more confidence in myself.
I pray for me to be bold.
I pray for me to not be so self conscious.
I pray for me to not be so attention seeking.
I pray for me to have motivation to study.
I pray for you to grant these to me.

♥our lips must always be sealed

12:32 AM

Sunday, May 16, 2010

BZSZ1

Hahaha!

So excited for the future in HOGC! (:
Bzone has just became BZSZ1 and BZSZ2, ( B Zone Sub Zone 1 and 2)

This is so awesome (:

And the funniest part is, now our CGs are practically subzone meetings alr. Hahah! Still cool all the same! Can't wait for the future, really! (: It's gna be so so SO exciting (:

Normally after service: "Hey lets go find the rest of our CG!"

Now: "Hey lets go find the rest of our zone!"

HAHAHA WIN.

oh man, im really so excited. (:

Can't wait to grow even more and more and more and more.

AND RED RAIN IS COMING NEXT WEEK!!!!!

AND THEN IT'S STEVE MUNSEY :D :D :D

AND NOW IM SO HYPED UP BECAUSE SERVICE TODAY IS THE BOOMZXZXZXZXZXZ.

Wish you all could be here man!

Love!

♥our lips must always be sealed

12:01 PM

Thursday, May 13, 2010

HAHAH daddy, You are so funny

Me: Daddy, you know right. Today, a st margs sec 1 girl died. Car accident.
Dad: huh, how old?
Me: Sec 1
Dad: my goodness, boy or girl?
Whole family: *blank stare*
Dad: OH.

Hahaha okay i know this aint laughing matter that this dear sec one passed away thanks to this stupid driver. And yes I feel really sad for her cos she's ONLY SEC ONE zomg.
But my dad is just, win.
Lol.

Sec one girl, Umairah, whoever you are, Rest in Peace yo (:

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:50 PM

Field Trip

And this is what happens when we're stranded in Bukit Chandu because it's raining, and when we are bored of finishing our ELearning.

And YAY to us! :D
We finished PROP while stranded, now I'm left with the hated WRICOM. It's so chim ): How to do referencing?! D:

So anyway.
Went to Vivo for shoppinggggg after that :D And awesome much,
GIRLS, F21 HAS REALLY NICE CLOTHES THAT ARE REALLY CHEAP FOR F21 NOW.

YES.
I'm not kidding!
Why else would I have camped there with Jeannie and Melissa and tried on clothes and bought a dress and then called my mom to come over with sufficient money to buy the rest of the stuff i want!
Like, SERIOUSLY.
I'm so in love with my clothes, hahahaha.

And tada, I bought 1 dress, 1 jeans (Y), 1 tee, 3 belts :D :D :D :D :D
Just this short of buying accessories as well.
But hehehehehehe.
HAPPY :D

Gna wear the dress to school on monday, and the jeans and tee to service on saturday :D
Exciting :D

And yes, I need to re-diet. hahaha.
Ate too much again these 3 days-.-

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:53 PM

I'm more than just happy today (:

Yeap!

CCA was awesome, really (:

I have zero regrets deciding to join Dance Group instead of Dancesport. Yeah true, I've been doing Chinese Dance all my life since p4, so I should have changed a CCA right? yeap, and thats why i tried out for dancesport. But it may be a fresh new environment, something new to learn, something quite fun and quite cool, I just cant see myself doing it for 3 years, like really. So after a few days of confusion and decision making and talking to people, I decided, I'm not gna do dancesport after all.

Dance Group is where my heart will belong to :D

Went for the CCA today, and yes, definitely, I'm so not going to have regrets being back in Chinese Dance again (: Somehow i can never get away from it (: And it's a good thing (: Really, minus the first few minutes of awkwardness of not knowing anyone, it really felt like home to me (: Doing stretching and everything, even though it's a different way of stretching, not so strenuous, but everything felt like home to me (: Like just wow. I really love it (:

Yeap, and seriously, I think Dance Group will make me love gym even more, and yet not miss gym till I feel sick on the insides. Yeah i still love and miss gym, but Dance Group now is another alternative (: Not as strenuous as gym, but definitely going to be just as awesome (:

Gymnasts, I still miss you truckloads.

But yeap!

I really love Dance Group.

Gna be so commited and dedicated to this beloved CCA man. You all know how much I love having a CCA, and how much I love being commited to one. And this is perfect. Yes, 90% of the people are seriously from China, with the accent and everything, but yeah, i can definitely see myself commiting to this CCA for 3 years, just loving the CCA and working hard (:

And just by thinking of how much I already love it, I feel like crying. hahah. Okay yes Rey Lyn's getting all sentimental and emotional, but yeah, I love it (:

Of course, having said that, if I have church activities, Dance Group definitely comes in 2nd. To be honest, I'll definitely be sad if I have to choose something else other than DG, but church is where I SHOULD belong (: Like this saturday, I was so excited to go for trng, cos they're gna rehearse/start planning for a dance in October, and I was really so excited. But after trng, weile smsed and said there's zone meeting at 11. Total clash with CCA.

Range of emotions = Shock, Sad, Resignation, Joy (:

Hahah because its a zone meeting, WITH IVAN! (: (: (: (: (: It's definitely better than going for CCA! But yeah, I can't help but feel sad about missing CCA, especially since the presidents were being so nice. Still, God comes first (:

Zone meeting awesome! (: So excited (:

And the 2nd reason why I'm so happy?

I belong in HOGC(:

Hhaha, went for supper with Wenqi, Jia Xian, Veronica, John, Bao Sheng, Stephanie, Min Qi, and a few more people from NP, and it was great fun (:

Really, I thank God for bringing me to HOGC and knowing so many awesome people there. Like seriously (: I step through the white gate and feel excitement and joy, I sit in the audi with anticipation, I grow each week and each day (:

And it's just so awesome for me man, just being there (:

So yeap!

God has really worked so many wonders in my life. I pray now, that He'll make me stick to my goals and dreams in HOGC and NP, and let me balance these two awesome parts of my life (:

Feeling really happy, peaceful, joyful, and this whole tangle of emotions ranging from resignation to joy to peace to everything. Hahaha.

Sentimental.

I just wna keep smiling and loving.

Because yes, I can feel the awesome part of my life coming right up (:

♥our lips must always be sealed

12:12 AM

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

It's a day dedicated to You

Luke 9:23

Then he said to them all, "Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me."

Read this in the morning and it jumped out at me.

Wna be His disciple, gna dedicate everything to Him, and do everything according to His will. (:

Having a restless time doing Elearning now :/

References are so boring, and so chim. D:

I need desperate SOS now D:

Oh well.

Lunching in NP later! (:

Excited :D

And there's CCA too! :D

Okay I think the way I'm blogging now isn't exactly me. Hmm.

Ahh whatever.

I love today already (:

Gna love it even more (:

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:59 AM

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Yes, I just felt like it

How's this hairstyle?

Hahaha.

So sec 2 and sec 3. :D

But I was just annoyed with my fringe, thus this.

But anyway.

Yes, I'm bored.

Hahaha.

Right._.

Feel so revived after QT and reading verses (:
God just speaks so strongly through everything!

And I'm so excited for Red Rain to come!!!!!!!!

It's this Christian band, AND THEY'RE COMING TO MY CHURCH WHOOHOO WHOOHOO WHOOHOO, NEXT WEEK :D

PEOPLE, COME OKAY. THEY ARE REALLY REALLY AWESOME. (:

We more than welcome you to come and experience the hype! :D HEHEH.

So anywya.

This is just a random post because I just felt like camwhoring.

HAHAHA.

Win.

Can't wait for the days to come! (:

Philippians 4:13

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! (:

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:48 PM

I'm a happy girl today :D

Hahaha.

I think I'll attempt to post at least one photo per blog post to make this slightly more interesting :D

So anyway.

I'm a happy girl today :D

Had an awesome time at work, and yes, it's making me miss all the TDS people.

One day we'll take a photo together man, like, the AMKG and HVG days.

I hope.

Work is awesome. (:

Went to make specs after that :D

Hehehehe, i'm gna look preppy, with a touch of class :D HAHAH.

And i need to stop eating so much:/

Although Aunty says I slimmed down, HEHEH, must be that sutpid hill!

Hahha, gna do my elearning (:

Can't wait for tmr!

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:03 PM

Monday, May 10, 2010

Yes, I know my blog's dead

That's why I'm here to revive it.

For now.

Busy weeks nowadays, whats with all the sleeping late and everything, I think my new nickname shall be called Panda. No more fat cow or cat fow or whatever, but probably giant panda. Hahaha. Because yes, i have bad eye bags, bad dark circles, and am definitely fatter. Pffft.

But what a way to start of a reviving blog.

Hahaha.

Oh well.

I LOVE SCHOOL (:

Minus the climbing of the hill every single morning and feeling breathless by half, or carrying heavy laptops around, or searching for classrooms in the heat.

Nevertheless, I still love NP (:

And I've met funny, awesome people that I know I love and will love (:

Plus i really love making connections.

Like how friend A knows friend B and friend C and friend B knows friend D and so on and so forth. Hahaha. It's really cool how I add people on facebook and go "EHHH!!?!?!? AAA IS BBB'S FRIEND?!?!?!"

YEAP.

Hahha, looking forward to the rest of poly life! (:

It's tiring, yes, I'm falling asleep at almost every opportunity, but really, I thank God for all these people He's given me, all these opportunities and everything. (:

And yes.

My poly friends, mutual friends and not so close friends are awesome people.

Of course, I still miss you SMSS peeps, and QFPS peeps, we'll hang out again!

And I'm in love with this:

If I had to list down everything I love, it would take forever, because when God's here, everything seems perfect

Yeah, aint it true?
Nowadays everything really seems perfect to me, because I know God's here, and yes, i really do feel happy almost 24/7 because there's just this Joy in me (: And I'm really happy (: Cos He's right here with me (:

So happy to be in HOGC.

Really (:

It's where I've really grown so much, even in 4 months, and yes, I'll stand by it and its culture. And no, I wont backslide ever again, because this time, this love's real (:

Dear God, thank You, and I love You (:

I feel like blogging a lot.

But okay, I'm definitely back in the blogging mood.

Will continue to do so yeah (:

Yes you, I miss you.

Hi Kezia and Jia (:

How can I forget and not love this photo? (:

And this too! 3 years ago, whoa! We look like a netball team (:

QFPS! (: I miss you all too!

Deltaaaa (:

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:21 PM